Esnyr breaks down in tears as he opens up about rift with father

Esnyr shared a different side of himself during the latest episode of "Pinoy Big Brother: Celebrity Collab Edition." In a task assigned to celebrity house guest Michelle Dee, the beauty queen facilitated a talk with the boarders to talk about misconceptions about them. When it was his turn, Esnyr shared his heartbreaking conflict with his family, particularly his father.

"One magko-call sa 'kin 'yung parents ko, tas sasabihin na makukulong Papa ko. Kasi raw may utang daw kami. Tapos sakto pala 'yung utang namin ganoon kalaki sa makukuha kong (sahod)," the Kapamilya star said.



"Siyempre ayokong makulong Papa ko kaya binigay ko tas nangutang ako. Doon nag-start 'yung utang chronicles ko," he added. With his debt, Esnyr said he had to work harder on his content.

"Kumayod ako. Tinanggap ko lahat-lahat ng brands. Everyday, gagawa ako ng script.

Mag-eedit ako, magsu-shoot ako," he said. Esnyr turned emotional recalling an instance when he wasn't able to reply after his family was asking for money. "Tas sobrang busy ko that time.

Nagme-message sila sa 'kin, monthly sila sa 'kin nagme-message na 'pahinging pera' tas 'di ako naka-reply," the content creator said. "Doon ko unang natanggap 'yung unang message ng Papa ko sa 'kin na 'grabe kang magpasarap ng buhay mo diyan, kaya mong makita 'yung parents mo na nagpapakahirap, pero sige lang gusto ko lang malaman na mabubuhay kami kahit wala ka.'" Esnyr stressed how heartbreaking it is to not have a good relationship with his father.

"Sobrang sakit nu'n kasi ginawa ko lahat para sa kanila. Hindi ako humihingi ng mga bagay sa kanila. Ako 'yung bigay nang bigay," he said.

"Never in my life naging close kami. Never in my life, nagsabi ako ng 'I love you' sa kanya. Never in my life sinabihan niya ako ng 'I love you, sobrang saya ko na anak kita.

' Wala, wala akong narinig na 'yun," he added. He is still hoping that one day that he will be on good terms with his father in the future. "Hindi lang dream ko sa sarili ko na maging kauna-unahang LGBT representative sa Big 4 pero mostly talaga sa pamilya ko.

" "Gusto kong malaman nila na sobrang mahal na mahal ko sila. Pa, sobrang mahal na mahal kita. I'm doing everything for you.

Kahit wala man 'tong 'PBB' o meron, gusto ko lang na magiging okay kami ng Papa ko kasi parang buong buhay ko 'tong binibitbit na," he added. "Pinoy Big Brother: Celebrity Collab Edition" airs new episodes on GMA Network at 10 p.m.

weekdays and at 6:15 p.m. on weekends.

—JCB, GMA Integrated News.